Hiya Baby. It’s been just over a week since your one year anniversary, to say it’s been extremely difficult without you is a total understatement. Each day is getting harder, not speaking to you, watching telly with you, and those amazing hugs of yours. It’s Christmas in a few weeks and you know it’s our favourite time of the year, we’re really dreading it. We dread everything now baby!! I want to put a few decorations up not the tree just a few bits here and there so it’s not miserable for you. I’ll put them in your bedroom too. Love you so so much baby. I’ll write again soon. Xxxxxx💜🌈🐝